Reflection time.

Breakfast (10:30 a.m.): Tea. I don't know how else to explain this so here is a pic I found of what else I had. It's pita bread with some sort of spice on top of it, with olive oil. It's a middle eastern thing.

Lunch (2:30 p.m.): A Strawberry banana 'energy' drink from Freshly Squeezed. I was in the mall and needed to be held over until dinner later. I think it was mildy healthy. Low fat frozen yogurt, whey protein powder, strawberries and banana.

Dinner (7ish): Went to a sushi place with friends... I had chicken bibimbap. See photo off google. It's veggies and an egg, over rice. The rice is the worst part. boooo.

It's been a carby day. Week-end healthy eating fail.

I was at the mall today with a friend and we were just browsing, not really shopping. Something occurred to me. I've spent my whole life, really whole life, walking into clothing stores knowing I can't buy whatever I want. I can only buy what will fit and it's usually like really 30% of the stuff in a normal store. I thought wow, if I do lose this weight and get to a 'normal' weight, what will it be like to walk in to like say H&M and have the option to buy ANYTHING. I've always been someone who loves fashion and felt I could never really be me or show myself through clothes. Will I be able too soon? I don't even know what it feels like to have options.

I better save my money.

Lastly, this is the first time in my life that I've ever thought so positive about getting to a goal. I can't give up now.