Idiot.

So, um, I'm kinda terrified of rain and have this fear it's always gonna flood.
Why is it almost 2 a.m. And I'm watching real life footage of the bug tsunami from years ago. It's on tv. It is horrifying. My worst nightmare and its not even like I'm watching some movie, it's real. These are survivors videos. Ugh, I can't even imagine. I'll never ever move near an ocean. Ever.

I'm afraid to sleep cause I don't want to dream about this.